summer. tomorrow is summer. I've reached the point where I'm slightly sad. I'm gonna miss being with my friends in the hallways and bays. the lunches where we're sitting at a table and have tons to talk about. the recesses outside in the garden where even though the noon aides are overprotective, I'm gonna miss it. missing sitting in a classroom, even though it's boring at times, but being with people you know and see everyday and are in the same boat and course as them. missing the craziness and creativity that everybody causes when all the different personalities combine. missing my teachers, who I see and talk to everyday and have lived with for the past 9 months. it's like moving away. you live with everyone on the same schedule, the same way, in the same boat for 9 months and then it's done. but then you remember the freedom. freedom to do whatever you want. freedom to not have to wake up early. freedom to not have a tight schedule and stressful assignments. freedom to see who you want, when you want. freedom to not have to take orders from people you don't want to. freedom with no lectures, no rules, no stress or anger. freedom to be you. because that's when you're truly you. when there's nothing you're required to do or follow. when you're you. that's when you should judge and know someone. when they are finally themselves.
obviously pros and cons to leaving school. but for now, let's focus on the pros. there's nothing you can do to stop it, and if you're really gonna miss it, don't be too crestfallen, cause we'll be back in September just like clockwork.
this might be the last time I write on this blog consistently for a while. but I'm glad this is at the top. because it's something we all should remember. if you can't do anything, then focus on the pros before the cons take you down.
byee
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